Watchmaker

I have come to terms in recent times that something that matters is always worth the wait. You can't always be granted your wish, your desire right when you want it. I feel that it could be for a reason as simple as if it were granted here and now it wouldn't be appreciated the way it should.

We don't always have to agree with the timing of things; in fact, it is true that in smaller pictures we usually feel the timing of anything in our lives sucks. We aren't ready for it, it isn't how we planned. Oh God, I didn't account for this is the damn budget. But when we open up our eyes and look outside of our tunnel vision we can see the entire gallery and think to ourselves 'damn, this really is amazing.' We can finally see how everything ties together.

Once we do that and look back in retrospect we can see that it was the right time, things did work out. That is why we will never ever create a time traveling machine, because when everything is set in history if it is meant to be changed it will be changed in the second coming.

After all, doesn't history repeat itself.

I have come to terms in recent times that something that matters is always worth the wait. You can't always be granted your wish, your desire right when you want it. I feel that it could be for a reason as simple as if it were granted here and now it wouldn't be appreciated the way it should.

We don't always have to agree with the timing of things; in fact, it is true that in smaller pictures we usually feel the timing of anything in our lives sucks. We aren't ready for it, it isn't how we planned. Oh God, I didn't account for this is the damn budget. But when we open up our eyes and look outside of our tunnel vision we can see the entire gallery and think to ourselves 'damn, this really is amazing.' We can finally see how everything ties together.

Once we do that and look back in retrospect we can see that it was the right time, things did work out. That is why we will never ever create a time traveling machine, because when everything is set in history if it is meant to be changed it will be changed in the second coming.

After all, doesn't history repeat itself.

Um, duh.

Every once in awhile you will find yourself realizing things that you never thought you would. Those things typically are the basis for self-improvement. It doesn't always have to be the world's largest epiphany, even the smallest can help.

The other day I realized that to be happy you don't always have to be physically involved with someone. That doesn't mean it isn't nice to be, but the fact is any real relationship that is going to last is more likely to with intellectual interaction as well as physical.

I am now on a mission to better myself in the want and desire to always be physically attached to someone. I am a smart cookie, so why not find someone that I can have an intellectual relationship with and worry about the physical later. Just a thought, anyway.

Background Check

So here we are at the start of it all. I am the 'youngin'' according to those at work. Which, I guess is a true statement since I am the youngest employee of probably the entire building including everyone across all companies in the building.

I was born on a naval airbase in California. I am two of two between my mother and father, but in the grand scheme I have more than one sibling. My dad was in the Navy and my mom wasn't. I am not sure what she did, since I was so young and honestly don't know that I ever asked the question (Note to self: Ask mom what she did in the years that I was a baby). Then one day mommy and daddy weren't together anymore. Story of most of the people in this world anymore.

Both of my parents re-married and so my family grew. I have a half sister on my mom and step-dad's side. On my dad and step-mom's I picked up a step-brother and step-sister. I don't make the distinction unless I have to. The bottom line is that they are my brothers and sisters. We don't always see eye to eye, but what family does?

Fast-forward to the part where I have graduated high school and am now out on my own and figuring shtuff out the hard way. I have learned many lessons so far and I know that there are several thousand more to be learned.

I am a robotics nerd and proud of it. It makes me happy, and that's what matters to me. I am currently going through a big debacle involving girls. It isn't easy but life isn't. Especially not a life worth living. Things will look up at some point, after all it can always rain.

And if it does I will be dammed if I am paying for an umbrella! Have you seen how much one of those things cost lately?!

Till Next Time,

That One Guy 

The Prologue.

Hello everyone,

I am sure the first thing that you may want to know is who I am. I will start by saying, I don't know who I am. I haven't yet found myself. My life is a puzzle and that's the real answer. Lucky for me, I like puzzles. My story at its roots may not be different from anyone else's because we all tend to go on that roller-coaster that we call life. You know the speech that you will at least one time hear in your life: "You work, you pay taxes, and then you die!" Hardly seems fair, but that's the source of life. What we do with it is our call.

You aren't defined by the choices you make, you are defined by the person you become after the choice is made. One bad choice doesn't define you, you can recover from it. That bad choice is called a mistake and we are all entitled to a few.Eh, let's be honest we're entitled to a lot.

I am sure that I will be writing about lots of mistakes and lots of things that in no way are mistakes. I hope all find it interesting.

Till Then,

That One Guy.